Ok, i'm starting this post at 21.13, and i'm a little bit frightened...
Ok, the question is, why?
Why am i frightened?
Well, it's a long story, started at 5 july, a few hour before the dawn
When i talk about ghost sighting with my friend, in the school
We talk for a couple o' hour, with one of my friend, record our chat with a camera
We talk about a lot o' things, started from urban legend, paranormal phenomenon, and, our own ghost sighting...
And, the last part, make me feel scared, especially wheni tell my friend, about my own experience, my own experience that happen a few meter from where i write this...
Ok, i'm not too scared, a few hour earlier, but...
This anxious feeling come when i read about dyatlov pass incident, where a group of hiker, died for a mysterious reason in kholat syakhl, they have a very weird scar, one of them lost her tongue, eyes, and lips, two if em' only wear their underwear, and another two of em' has a radioactive trace on their clothes
And, i search more about unexplained death happen around the world
And, i read all of em'
And, oh, lucky me, i'm not freightened anymore now
And now, i'm gomna spend my time, waiting for the one, who still didn't come up...
Well, byr my friend!
xoxo
Selasa, 07 Juli 2015
boredom
Boredom, define as a state of bored feeling
A condition, where you feel so bored
Yap, that's my condition right now, boredom
Well, just like what i said a couple post ago
I can't relieve my boredom, i can't cure it...
Umm, boredom, combined with tired feeling, make me feel useless, can't do anything
Maybe, a couple hour later, my tired-boredomness will be combined with thirst and hunger
Well, let's cut that crap
Talk about something else
Ok, have you seen something different with this blog lately?
Well, you can't miss that difference, because you're reading it now
Yep, i'm using to much english in the latest post
This post, and a post before this post
Two post before this?, i'm using a lot of english...
What actually happen?
Why am i write a lot of english lately?
I tell you something...
I feel atracted with chromosome XX now....
What does it mean?
If you don't know what it means, you are not geeky enough...
I really....
Feel something weird now...
And, sahur time is about to end
I need some drink, and sleep
Bye ^-^
A condition, where you feel so bored
Yap, that's my condition right now, boredom
Well, just like what i said a couple post ago
I can't relieve my boredom, i can't cure it...
Umm, boredom, combined with tired feeling, make me feel useless, can't do anything
Maybe, a couple hour later, my tired-boredomness will be combined with thirst and hunger
Well, let's cut that crap
Talk about something else
Ok, have you seen something different with this blog lately?
Well, you can't miss that difference, because you're reading it now
Yep, i'm using to much english in the latest post
This post, and a post before this post
Two post before this?, i'm using a lot of english...
What actually happen?
Why am i write a lot of english lately?
I tell you something...
I feel atracted with chromosome XX now....
What does it mean?
If you don't know what it means, you are not geeky enough...
I really....
Feel something weird now...
And, sahur time is about to end
I need some drink, and sleep
Bye ^-^
Senin, 06 Juli 2015
Different
Different
What it means to be different?
I mean, c'mon, it's ok to be a different kind of person
But, a lot of people think, being different, is just like being an abnormal person
Well, that was a kind of shitty stereotype
But, that's what people think
Ok, i'll tell you something
Everyone is literally different from each other
Literally...
Yep, everyone is different, nobody in this world, ever created to be same with other person
The one who make us same, is the society standard
A standard that made by the society we lived in
And, if everyone is literally different, and abnormal for each other
Who's the one, who actually normal?
This question is weird, but i know the answer
Everyone is normal, depend on their standard...
Or i can said, society standard
Well, if there's someone is below the society standard, people always said that he's different, abnormal, and other shit like this
Let's see it, from other perspective, from the 'abnormal' perspective, they see us, as a different person too, as an abnormal society
So, what is normality?
Well, let's count that as 'undescribeable'
Because, normality for every person has a different standard
Let's just live with that 'abnormal' person
Living life in peace...
Because, in other perspective, we are abnormal too
Bye!
xoxo
What it means to be different?
I mean, c'mon, it's ok to be a different kind of person
But, a lot of people think, being different, is just like being an abnormal person
Well, that was a kind of shitty stereotype
But, that's what people think
Ok, i'll tell you something
Everyone is literally different from each other
Literally...
Yep, everyone is different, nobody in this world, ever created to be same with other person
The one who make us same, is the society standard
A standard that made by the society we lived in
And, if everyone is literally different, and abnormal for each other
Who's the one, who actually normal?
This question is weird, but i know the answer
Everyone is normal, depend on their standard...
Or i can said, society standard
Well, if there's someone is below the society standard, people always said that he's different, abnormal, and other shit like this
Let's see it, from other perspective, from the 'abnormal' perspective, they see us, as a different person too, as an abnormal society
So, what is normality?
Well, let's count that as 'undescribeable'
Because, normality for every person has a different standard
Let's just live with that 'abnormal' person
Living life in peace...
Because, in other perspective, we are abnormal too
Bye!
xoxo
Another boring day coming
Ok, i just want to tell you all
That, for a couple o' week later, i'll be free again from school, daily routine, and other shit like that
But, i'll be bored as hell at house
Mm, ok, i can play some game at my house, but, i'll be bored too
And, how about watching some movie?
Well, i simply can't focusing myself to the movie without snack or drink (it's ramadhan), and i'll end up in a sinkhole full with boring shit
Write?, that's one of my hobbies right?
Same, i can't make myself focus at writing shit when i'm hungry or thirsty
Ok, i need some advice now, i need something that can cure my bored feeling
And, i'm a little bit bored right now
With nobody geeky enough to talk about writing shit, or dump of social psychology science
Or just a little chit chat
And, i need to go
Bye...
That, for a couple o' week later, i'll be free again from school, daily routine, and other shit like that
But, i'll be bored as hell at house
Mm, ok, i can play some game at my house, but, i'll be bored too
And, how about watching some movie?
Well, i simply can't focusing myself to the movie without snack or drink (it's ramadhan), and i'll end up in a sinkhole full with boring shit
Write?, that's one of my hobbies right?
Same, i can't make myself focus at writing shit when i'm hungry or thirsty
Ok, i need some advice now, i need something that can cure my bored feeling
And, i'm a little bit bored right now
With nobody geeky enough to talk about writing shit, or dump of social psychology science
Or just a little chit chat
And, i need to go
Bye...
Minggu, 05 Juli 2015
It's me
Ok, aku sebenernya ada waktbbuat post tadi sore, tapi aku sengaja gak post apapun
Karena aku ngantuk :v
Ya, ini karena post kemarin, yang aku ceritain tentang ngedit foto temen, itu aku kerjain terus sampe pagi
Ok, i'm a computer geek then, aku kerjain terus dari jam 10 malem sampe sahur
Tapi, apa yang kulakukan antara postingan terakhir sampe jam 10 (postingan terakhir kira-kira jam 6 sore)
Aku, mulai dari jam 6, aku buka puasa, nunggu sebentar sampai isya' terus dilanjutin tarawih (oke, ini adalah sebuah keniscayaan)
Dan, setelah tarawih, aku mulai keliling daerah sekolah, ke rumah guru yang ada di deket sekolah (numpang nonton tv, ada sepak bola :v)
Dan, ngobrol...
Ok, aku tiap hari memang ngobrol
Tapi, ada satu hal yang membekas di pikiranku soal obrolan itu
Membekas, sebuah bekas dipikiranku, yang bertuliskan...
"I'm a nerd"
Hahaha, ya, i'm a totally nerd
Over-literated person :v
Yup, aku tahu itu tadi malam, waktu aku ngobrol sama seorang cewek (kapan-kapan kalo aku mau, aku coba ceritain)di dalam mobil (aku gak mesum loh :v)
Dan, ngobrol tentang banyak hal
Usually, it's social psychology shit...
Well, mana ada sih anak smp yang ngobrol soal sigmund freud, ideologi, dan lainnya, sama orang yang jenjang sekolahnya lebih tinggi?
Pake bahasa inggris lagi (70-80% kalo gak salah)
Oke, aku ingat dia bilang, membaca tidak seburuk itu
Memang, i don't have any problem with being a nerd
But....
Artinya, di sekolahku, aku harus berjalan sendiri
Because, i'm almost totally different...
I think, it's better than being an illiterate person
Who almost never read or write anything
And, there's a correlation between literacy rate and crime (2/3 of student who cannot read proficiently till' the end of 4th grade, are ended up in jail or welfare)
And, again, read and write, is not as bad as people think, really, it's actually addictive!
And i can't stop....
Well, i need to go now
It's already late night, 23.53
And, i need some sleep (i'm not sleeping yesterday right?)
Bye!
And remember my advice, read and write!
xoxo
Karena aku ngantuk :v
Ya, ini karena post kemarin, yang aku ceritain tentang ngedit foto temen, itu aku kerjain terus sampe pagi
Ok, i'm a computer geek then, aku kerjain terus dari jam 10 malem sampe sahur
Tapi, apa yang kulakukan antara postingan terakhir sampe jam 10 (postingan terakhir kira-kira jam 6 sore)
Aku, mulai dari jam 6, aku buka puasa, nunggu sebentar sampai isya' terus dilanjutin tarawih (oke, ini adalah sebuah keniscayaan)
Dan, setelah tarawih, aku mulai keliling daerah sekolah, ke rumah guru yang ada di deket sekolah (numpang nonton tv, ada sepak bola :v)
Dan, ngobrol...
Ok, aku tiap hari memang ngobrol
Tapi, ada satu hal yang membekas di pikiranku soal obrolan itu
Membekas, sebuah bekas dipikiranku, yang bertuliskan...
"I'm a nerd"
Hahaha, ya, i'm a totally nerd
Over-literated person :v
Yup, aku tahu itu tadi malam, waktu aku ngobrol sama seorang cewek (kapan-kapan kalo aku mau, aku coba ceritain)di dalam mobil (aku gak mesum loh :v)
Dan, ngobrol tentang banyak hal
Usually, it's social psychology shit...
Well, mana ada sih anak smp yang ngobrol soal sigmund freud, ideologi, dan lainnya, sama orang yang jenjang sekolahnya lebih tinggi?
Pake bahasa inggris lagi (70-80% kalo gak salah)
Oke, aku ingat dia bilang, membaca tidak seburuk itu
Memang, i don't have any problem with being a nerd
But....
Artinya, di sekolahku, aku harus berjalan sendiri
Because, i'm almost totally different...
I think, it's better than being an illiterate person
Who almost never read or write anything
And, there's a correlation between literacy rate and crime (2/3 of student who cannot read proficiently till' the end of 4th grade, are ended up in jail or welfare)
And, again, read and write, is not as bad as people think, really, it's actually addictive!
And i can't stop....
Well, i need to go now
It's already late night, 23.53
And, i need some sleep (i'm not sleeping yesterday right?)
Bye!
And remember my advice, read and write!
xoxo
Suasana pagi
Aku ada di sekolah ini, di pagi hari
Dan, masih banyak yang tidur :v
Oke, aku tadi malam baru nginep di sekolah dan, aku gak bisa tidur...
aku ceritain aja dari awal, sebelum sekarang masuk, waktu liburan, waktu tidurku itu berubah
padahal biasanya jam 9-12 aku udah mulai tidur, dan jam 5-7 pagi, aku udah mulai bangun
sekarang, tidurku mulai jam 6 pagi, sampe jam 12 siang :v
Oke, waktu tidurku tetap mengikuti saran tidur optimal, walaupun jamnya berubah
Dan, sinkronisasi waktu tidurku, sulit dilakukan :v
Oke, tadi malam aku masih ngedit foto temenku, sampe pagi aku sahur, terus akhirnya, sampe di jam ini
Oke, aku mungkin akan sesegara mungkin posting tentang hal yang aku sukai tadi malam :v
Bye guys!
xoxo
Dan, masih banyak yang tidur :v
Oke, aku tadi malam baru nginep di sekolah dan, aku gak bisa tidur...
aku ceritain aja dari awal, sebelum sekarang masuk, waktu liburan, waktu tidurku itu berubah
padahal biasanya jam 9-12 aku udah mulai tidur, dan jam 5-7 pagi, aku udah mulai bangun
sekarang, tidurku mulai jam 6 pagi, sampe jam 12 siang :v
Oke, waktu tidurku tetap mengikuti saran tidur optimal, walaupun jamnya berubah
Dan, sinkronisasi waktu tidurku, sulit dilakukan :v
Oke, tadi malam aku masih ngedit foto temenku, sampe pagi aku sahur, terus akhirnya, sampe di jam ini
Oke, aku mungkin akan sesegara mungkin posting tentang hal yang aku sukai tadi malam :v
Bye guys!
xoxo
Sabtu, 04 Juli 2015
Memilih menyendiri
Aku ada di sini sekarang, di sekolahku, di sebuah kelas sepi di pojok sekolah
Hmm, tunggu dulu, ngapain aku malem-malem ke sekolah?
Kebetulan di sekolah ada buka bersama, dan kegiatan darul arqom (aku lebih suka nyebut 'nginep di sekolah')
Dan, aku memilih kelas ini karena, tempat ini sepi, cocok untuk mencari ide dan inspirasi, brainstorming
Oke, tempat ini memang sepi, di kelasku ini sekarang cuma ada 3 orang, aku, dan 2 temanku
kebetulan aku nulis ini pake laptop salah satu temenku, yang minta fotonya diedit pake photoshop
Dan, aku sekalian aja minta ijin sama dia buat ngeblog
Oke, sekarang di kelas ini, cahayanya remang-remang, memang di kelas ini ada lampu putih, tapi tinggal satu (aslinya ada 4) dan sudah cukup tua, jadi udah mulai redup
Aku ada di sini sekarang, memandangi yang ada di luar
dan saat aku mulai nulis ini, 2 temanku yang tadi ada di kelas sudah keluar, mungkin untuk ngambil makanan lagi dari meja buffet, atau ngambil snack dan minuman
Well, suasananya cukup aneh, ada musik dari luar (untuk menghibur tamu), dan ada juga suara-suara orang ngobrol
di sebelahku cuma ada sepiring nasi goreng, ayam, dan semangkuk mie pangsit
dan sebuah laptop gaming toshiba qosmio punya temen
Oke, nginep di sekolah bawa laptop, itu aneh
tapi dua anak yang bawa laptop itu emang boleh, karena mereka berdua sudah nggak sekolah di sini, sudah lulus, salah satu dari beberapa anak yang kuceritakan di postinganku yang berjudul generasi yang biasa saja (bulan lalu)
Oke, di lantai bawah (aku ada di lantai 2)
ada suara temen-temenku yang lagi maen petak umpet :v
ok, anak smp main petak umpet sekarang terkesan aneh, dan anak-anak itu maen petak umpet sekarang, daripada di atas gak ngapa-ngapain, aku diatas ya, karena aku lagi ngedit foto temen, dan sekarang pemilik laptop disebelahku udah dateng :v
Oke, aku harus pergi
xoxo
Hmm, tunggu dulu, ngapain aku malem-malem ke sekolah?
Kebetulan di sekolah ada buka bersama, dan kegiatan darul arqom (aku lebih suka nyebut 'nginep di sekolah')
Dan, aku memilih kelas ini karena, tempat ini sepi, cocok untuk mencari ide dan inspirasi, brainstorming
Oke, tempat ini memang sepi, di kelasku ini sekarang cuma ada 3 orang, aku, dan 2 temanku
kebetulan aku nulis ini pake laptop salah satu temenku, yang minta fotonya diedit pake photoshop
Dan, aku sekalian aja minta ijin sama dia buat ngeblog
Oke, sekarang di kelas ini, cahayanya remang-remang, memang di kelas ini ada lampu putih, tapi tinggal satu (aslinya ada 4) dan sudah cukup tua, jadi udah mulai redup
Aku ada di sini sekarang, memandangi yang ada di luar
dan saat aku mulai nulis ini, 2 temanku yang tadi ada di kelas sudah keluar, mungkin untuk ngambil makanan lagi dari meja buffet, atau ngambil snack dan minuman
Well, suasananya cukup aneh, ada musik dari luar (untuk menghibur tamu), dan ada juga suara-suara orang ngobrol
di sebelahku cuma ada sepiring nasi goreng, ayam, dan semangkuk mie pangsit
dan sebuah laptop gaming toshiba qosmio punya temen
Oke, nginep di sekolah bawa laptop, itu aneh
tapi dua anak yang bawa laptop itu emang boleh, karena mereka berdua sudah nggak sekolah di sini, sudah lulus, salah satu dari beberapa anak yang kuceritakan di postinganku yang berjudul generasi yang biasa saja (bulan lalu)
Oke, di lantai bawah (aku ada di lantai 2)
ada suara temen-temenku yang lagi maen petak umpet :v
ok, anak smp main petak umpet sekarang terkesan aneh, dan anak-anak itu maen petak umpet sekarang, daripada di atas gak ngapa-ngapain, aku diatas ya, karena aku lagi ngedit foto temen, dan sekarang pemilik laptop disebelahku udah dateng :v
Oke, aku harus pergi
xoxo
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