Selasa, 03 November 2015

Wanderer's life (a 10 minute writing)

I love this life
I dont know why...
I've just find out that...
I'm a small wanderer in this extremely huge univerese

I love this...
The love and the hate
The life and the death
The good and the bad

I love this life..
Because i've choosen to live this life
And to love it

I love this...
Because of all the people out there
My parents, my friends, my crush
Every single one

I know, it's hard
To live this life
But i'll keep strugling
The ends, are worthy

Now here i am
A lonesome wanderer in a small spherical rock floating in a big space
Standing still, facing the life
Whatever gonna hit me, i'll face it
Even if it could kill me

Live this life
Love this life

-November, 3, 2015
......

(Well, it's 2:17 in the morning, i accidentally wake up, and decide to take my 10 minute time to write this, hope you like it...)

Selasa, 13 Oktober 2015

Back in touch

Yes, i could do some writing stuff again
The inspiration come to me once again
And im gonna tell you that i hate this day...
Yes, tired for everything
I think i need a deep sleep, a proper rest
And yesh, my laptop refusing to start up and my phone easily crash
But, i still have a book, note, and sketchbook
I can do something useful now

Bye
Xoxo

Sabtu, 10 Oktober 2015

Another darn reminder before i can post something

Hell yeah, i think i could get rid of my writer block and yeah...
i could do some useful stuff again, post something here and post something at my wattpad account
then, stand by, i'll post something ASAP

xoxo

Sabtu, 19 September 2015

A reminder

Yeah
This is not a post
I mean, not an actual post
Just a reminder that this blog still alive

xoxo

Rabu, 02 September 2015

Gravity : what is it? (part 2)

ok, let's continue what are we talking about a few times ago...
it's about the gravity and we talk about what Space-Time is, and now i'm gonna explain it
Ok, i'm not a scientist nor a physician, so i'll just explain it with the easiest way as possible, and i'm sorry if it's wrong or else, you can correct me if im wrong.

Ok, simply, Space-Time is the 4th dimension....
What?, 4th?

What teacher thaught us at the school, stop at the third dimension, where we combine lenght, width, and height.
So, whats build the forth dimension?
Ok, the string theory explain that things...
The first dimension is one string, lets say that this is the "Widht", one line, without volume, without wide...
the second, is made up from combination between "Width" with "Length", it'll have a wide, 2 dimensional space.
The third is made up from the combination between the 2 dimensional space with "Height", if you close all the string there, it'll have a Volume, open it and you will have 6 main 2 dimensional space width
And the 4th?, what you add?
In spacial dimension, you can build a cube from another cube, so it'll contain other cube (?)
But, we talk about relativity theory...
The 4th is made up from 3D object and Time.
The question is, how?

Another simple explanation i'm gonna give you. i will give you some example
You have a 3 dimensional object on a table in front of you, let's say its a cube.
You start your stopwatch when the cube is right in the middle of the table, two second later, you move it 3Cm to the left, and 3 second later you move it 6Cm to the right...
what's that mean?

Simply, every single time is unique, when the stopwatch just started, it's right in the (0,0) coordinate, and 2 second later, it'll be in the (3,0) coordinate, and 3 second later, it'll be in the (-3,0) coordinate. simply, the times determine the possition of an object.
If that's the 4th dimension, what is the 5th?
You just need to combine it with Gravity-Electromagnetism, just like in the Kaluza-Kleinn Theory, but we arent gonna talk about that, so we'll just gonna stop at the 4th dimension part.

Now, the time is simply unique, everything will not be the same every time has changed, even in the milisecond level.

Back to the experiment from the first part, if there's two particle move along a parallel path, it'll collide, wheteher the first object collide the second, the second hit the first, they both hitting each other, or other combination of possibility

Now, the Newtonian gravity said that gravity is a force that emmited by a particle that pull other object . and Einstein have a different theory, the Gravity is a distortion in the space time that make the particle trajectory curved.

And, there's other theory talk about it, that gravity emmited by a hypothetical particle called as 'Graviton'
Well, it's hypothetical though, but at least they are trying to prove it's true...

Well, let's just said that every kind of theory, has it's own way of implementation
different case, different theory...

Well, let's stop this...
i'm getting tired now...

xoxo

Selasa, 01 September 2015

New device!

Well, i'm back today...
Not to continue the gravity part, i will treat your curiousity as soon as possible

What i want to tell you is, i'm using new device now!
My dad, gave his phone for me, he bought the new one, and give me the old one..

Well, there's actually no problem with this, except it have small ram(512 mb), and no 3G...
And, it's small, 4,5"

Well, i need to go now...
Bye!
xoxo

Senin, 31 Agustus 2015

Gravity : what is it? (part 1)

Ok, now i'm gonna tell you something heavy, hard, big load of Beyond the Standard Model Phisycs...

first, what is it?
what is Beyond the Standard Model Phisycs?
Beyond the Standard Model Phisycs is a part of physics that trying to explain anything that cant be explained by the standard model physics.

It's a part of Physics that describe the undescribeable, explain the unexplainable...
example?
ok, The dimension list, Neutrinos mass, Unbalance amount of matter and antimatter, Dark matter and Dark energy, and what we gonna talk about tonight, Gravity...

what is it?
for some people, it's simple, based on newton theory, the theory most teacher thaught you, explain that Gravity is a force that pull everything to it's source (cmiiw) maybe it's similar with magneticity

but, that's it?, is it just an ordinary force?
well, einstein relativity theory explain that...

let's start this from the basic part
the basic physics...
if there's something travel along a straight trajectory, and there's no external force, that thing will still moving in it's most possible straight trajectory
if there's two particle, move along a parallel path, they will just move along their path, doesnt affecting each other

but, based on the latest reaearch, both particle is colliding...
why?
simple, the gravity works here as an external force..
whether the gravity come from the first particle, second particle, both, or from the third object that doesnt even corellate with the particle trajectory...
but, based on einstein theory, the gravity affecting the particle isnt a force at all, it's just a distraction on the Space-Time...

distraction?
space time?
what's that?

that's a little bit more complex and i'm gonna explain that on the next part, because it's already night here...

see ya tomorrow!

Kamis, 27 Agustus 2015

Battle of Surabaya (The review)

Ok, i need to tell you something
a couple day's ago, monday, 24 august 2k15, i watched Battle of Surabaya the movie
well, and i'm gonna review it here...

the story is about Musa, 13 yo shoe shiner that has a part job as a courier, one day, his best costumer, Cpt. Yoshimura are killed by the KNIL army, he told it to his mother...
cut this part, he go to meet Yumna, a japanese girl with almost the same age, that work selling food at the market...
other day, one of the BKR soldier (forget who) ask him to send a secret message to the [forget who], he's almost get caught by the japanese gatekeeper around [forget where], but yumna help him...
well, skip again, one day, he go to the BKR office to take other message, and see a weird looking symbol there, known as the "Kipas Hitam" member tattoo, and he see it in yumna neck the other day
he decide to stay away from her, get back to his house, but then, he realized that his house and the whole village is burned, by the, maybe the KNIL or the Japs, i forget it...
and then...
i wont spoiler it to much ._.

Ok, now, i want to tell you something, the movie's animation not too good, the 3D animation, colouring, lipsync, sound, and mimics are weird too (though i cant make the same :v )
but, i love the storyline...
dunno, some plot part look so blurry, jumping from one part to other, but it's still awesome!
And you'll get the feel when the ending part come, started when Musa, Yumna, and the whole BKR are attacking the "kipas hitam" HQ (spoiler, yumna died here)

Well, need to go now
i recommend this movie btw
Bye!

Roleplaying

well, what can i said, my daily activity is not gaming anymore...
though it still the part of 'writing' activity, it's not just write something
it's roleplaying...

What is roleplaying?
it's...
roleplaying...
play as other role...
as other person...

well, no...
it's not other person, it's actually you, but with other kind of character, maybe other setting...
it's fun though....
you really need to try it!
well, i act as a 19 yo man named Andrew Jefferson, who lived in a small house in San Fierzo, a usual person outside, though that he is special...
well, cant write much about it here, you must try it

an advice?
look for some kind of RP forum, it's scattered around the internet, in the whole social media
or try to roleplaying at rpnation.com...
if you want to 1x1 roleplay with me there, contact me, my account is here!

Well, i must go now, preparing other post...
bye!

Jumat, 21 Agustus 2015

Independence and the missing link

Well, this post is late
i mean, literally late
our independence is 17 august, but today is 21 August
well, that's doesnt matter at all
so, Happy Independence Day!!

Well, let's talk bout' something else
it's been a while since the last time i post something in this blog
and now, i'm trying to trace the missing link...

What's that?
well, it's really a missing link
i mean...
i'm gonna tell you a (not too) long story

The story start at...
i think its 2007, on the first day on school, elementary school
well, sorry...
i forget everything,  but lets continue to the next part.
When i'm in 3rd grade, i hate everything, stressed out, i really want to kill my teacher, i really hate the school, lesson, and everything around me. even friend cant help me...
so, i'm out from that sinkhole...

well, not long...
it's actually short...
let's continue it

that time, i dont have their contact (my friend)
I have a facebook account, they dont
I can use my phone, they cant
Well, after another 3 years of regret, i start to remember them

and now, i'm trying to trace em'
looking for em'
i found some of em'
but, well, they didnt even responding

hope, we can meet soon

xoxo

Minggu, 16 Agustus 2015

back and back

ok, i'm back to tell you this
that i'm back!
well, what happen now is my mom phone is repaired already
they replaced the touchscreen, and flash rom it (same with os reinstall)
actually, they didnt reinstall it, they changed it with the new one, now this phone is using android kitkat

short post though, but this is only a reminder for you all
bye!

Kamis, 30 Juli 2015

That fluffy marsupial

Hwehehehe, i've just saw a nice pic of a marsupial animal
Called quokka...
uuhhhh, it's cute!
Fluffy, and fatty
and, it's the happiest animal in the world...
Emm, many people want to have it, as a pet
but, huh, you simply can't...
It was threatened, well, at least it's counted as vulnerable, you can still found it in the wild
You can found it in Australia, especially around Southwest, Rottsnest island,bald island, and albany

Well, want to know something, well, it's science
Ok, let's talk about taxonomy, here the taxonomy chart

Kingdom : Animalia
Phylum : Chordata
Class : Mammalia
Order : Diprotodontia
Family : Macropodidae
Subfamily : Macropodinae
Genus : Setonix (It's the only animal with 'setonix' Genus)
Binominal/Scientific name : Setonix Brachyurus
Common name : Quokka

whether you want to call it quokka, or other name, it's still cute, and adorable!
Remember what i mention you earlier?, about it's habitat?
it's usually live around dense vegetation that close to water (usually close to the beach)
It has brown, dark red, or gray fur
And, it's photogenic!

Well, if you want to look for a quokka there, dont forget to bring a plant that classified as Guichenotia, they like it!

And,uhh, how sad, it's now classified as 'Vulnerable'
It's threatened in the Australian mainland, threatened by the Dog, Fox, Dingo, and Cat
Well, it's still not threatened too much in other offshore island, it's safe there

And, maybe its time to go
I post this in my class....
bye!
xoxo

Selasa, 28 Juli 2015

Trying to make this blog a little bit useful...

uhh, it's been a long time since the last time i post something
and, uhh
Maybe, i'm gonna post something useful in this blog :D
Uh, maybe a couple o' article or writing shit i make

Umm, let's start with...
Sedna's closest encounter on sun, is 76 AU away from sun
1 AU is same with the lenght between the sun and earth
and, it's Aphelion (Farthest encounter) is 936 AU away from the earth
I will give you some wikipedia refference here!

Umm, maybe i need to go now, i'm updating this blog at school, and i need to go home
Bye!

Kamis, 23 Juli 2015

Well....

Well...
i just want to tell you something
My friend ask me to review her story
What can i say, there's some grammatical error there, and else

and i need to go now :v
bye!
xoxo!

Selasa, 21 Juli 2015

Just want to say goodbye...

Ok, i made this post, to say goodbye...
Just like what i've told you yesterday, i cant update this blog, routine
Well, the phone i usually use, get bootlooped, and i cant fix it

Ok, let me tell you what happen today, Bag of cholestrol, an import book, travel, and a lot of shoes
Ok, i eat some fast food, travel, bought new book and shoes...
that's it

Ok, i often think about her again, emm, you know...
And, i've got a new idea, i must continue my deserted work
Mainland
The main idea of Project Surabaya, but with a slightly different plot

Well, wanna say goodbye now
hope can see you soon...
bye
xoxo

Senin, 20 Juli 2015

De-Routine

Ok, i want to tell you something
I cant post something routine now...
Maybe for a couple o' days, weeks, months, name it all

What happen?
The thing that actually happen is my mom cellphone is, for an unknown reason, broken
for an unknown reason, it gets bootlooped....
I've try to reset it, take out the battery, and, nothing happen, it just get bootlooped
Maybe its a medium or hard bootloop

Well, maybe i need too go
With this, i want to tell you, goodbye
Hope can see you soon, whoever you are
xoxo

Jumat, 17 Juli 2015

First day

Ok, it's the first ied fitr day, it's friday, and i ate a lot this day
Well, i want to tell you some stories

Well, at the morning, i just wake up and do what shall i do in the morning
And then wait till' 10 am, wait till first group of my big family member
Well, the next is not too important
And, we pass all the event till 12, after friday pray
Me, and my family come to the other family member house
And, the road is...
What can i say, quiet, almost empty
There's only a few car around me

And i love that kind of situation
Make me want to write the first project again

Ok, skip all of that things till nite, when i play KSP
And, other family member come
At 19.30 (i think)
And, well, nothing special, to be honest, i just spend the whole time reading about kuiper belt, TNO's, and oort cloud
Well, i've just being a nerd again

Ok, i need to go, need some rest, tomorrow, i gonna go somewhere with my bike or playing KSP
Bye!
xoxo (nobody tell me why xoxo mean kiss and hug, so, i search it for myself and found the answer)

Kamis, 16 Juli 2015

Ied Mubarak All!

Well, it's 20.54 at night, and 16/07/2015
And, it's the last day of ramadhan!
*uraaa
Well, tomorow, there will be many foods here, in my house, and when i'm bored with the food here
I can go to my neighbour or other family member house, and eat!
And, there is a possibility to be a rich person tomorow

Ok, it's a little bit loud right here, and when i ask one of my friend, she said, it's loud too there
the sounds of firework, firecracker, and other stuff (Including takbir) are here, i'm afraid that one of of that sounds around me is a military class explosion (?)
Well, if you want some kind of artilery battle feeling, you can wait till' the new year, and come to the nearest firework party, but , dont get too close, get a little bit far (500m maybe work), and look for a quiet place, wait till 00.00, and feel it

Ok, i'm talking too much shit now
I need to continue my kerbal space program rocket
Well, if you think, kerbal space program is only an ordinary game, i'll proof you are wrong
I will tell you how to orbit

First, you need to adjust your orbiting speed
The relation between orbital speed and acceleration is given by the formula:
a={\frac  {v^{2}}{r}},
where a is the acceleration due to gravity, v is the horizontal speed, and r is the radius of orbit.
Of course, gravity varies depending on your distance from the planet, so we also need the following formula to determine a based on your altitude:
a=g\left({\frac  {R}{R+h}}\right)^{2},
where g is the acceleration due to gravity at sea level (9.807 m/s2), R is the radius of Kerbin (600 km), and h is the altitude of your orbit.
Note: Since the radius of your orbit r is equal to the radius of Kerbin R plus your altitude h, we can substitute R + h for r.
Now we have two expressions for a, so we set them on opposite sides of an equation and simplify:
{\begin{aligned}g\left({\frac  {R}{(R+h)}}\right)^{2}&={\frac  {v^{2}}{r}}\\g\left({\frac  {R}{(R+h)}}\right)^{2}&={\frac  {v^{2}}{R+h}}\\g{\frac  {R^{2}}{(R+h)^{2}}}&={\frac  {v^{2}}{R+h}}\\g{\frac  {R^{2}}{R+h}}&=v^{2}\\v^{2}&=g{\frac  {R^{2}}{R+h}}\\v&={\sqrt  {g{\frac  {R^{2}}{R+h}}}}\\v&=R{\sqrt  {{\frac  {g}{R+h}}}}\\\end{aligned}}
Finally, substituting known values for g and R,
v=600\ 000\ {\mathrm  {m}}{\sqrt  {{\frac  {9.807\ {\mathrm  {m}}/{\mathrm  {s}}^{2}}{600\ 000\ {\mathrm  {m}}+h}}}}

And then, the orbital period
From the basic mechanics formula:
d=vt
We know v from the above, and d is simply the circumference of a circle with a radius equal to your orbital altitude plus the radius of Kerbin:
t=2\pi {\frac  {600\ 000\ {\mathrm  {m}}+h}{v}}

And, last but not least, orbital equation
For this section it is assumed that the craft in question is orbiting a particular body and is a lot smaller than the body that it is orbiting. Other then in the general orbital equation and the energy equation, the orbits are assumed to be bounded orbits completely within the body's sphere of influence and no others. This section also assumes that classical physics applies in the game. All distances and radii are from the center of the body being orbited and the sea level radius of the body needs to be added to the altitude given in game to recover the values here. The section uses the standard gravitational parameter \mu =GM which G is Newton's Gravitational Constant and M is the mass of the body that is being orbited. From here on out m will refer to the mass of the craft.
When the craft is orbiting a body, the distance between the craft and the body is given by the equation
r(\phi )={\frac  {l^{2}}{\mu m^{2}}}{\frac  {1}{1+\epsilon cos\phi }}
where l is the angular momentum of the craft, \epsilon is the eccentricity of the orbit, and \phi is an angle parameter for the orbit. \phi runs from 0\deg to 360\deg , l=m\cdot r\cdot v at apoapsis or periapsis, and \epsilon \geq 0. When \epsilon <1 the orbit is bounded and is an ellipse and when \epsilon \geq 1 the orbit is unbounded. At \phi =0\deg the craft is at the periapsis and at \phi =180\deg the craft is at the apoapsis. At periapsis,
r_{p}={\frac  {l^{2}}{\mu m^{2}}}{\frac  {1}{1+\epsilon }}
and at apoapsis,
r_{a}={\frac  {l^{2}}{\mu m^{2}}}{\frac  {1}{1-\epsilon }}.
The semimajor axis is
a={\frac  {l^{2}}{\mu m^{2}}}{\frac  {1}{1-\epsilon ^{2}}}
and the semiminor axis is
b={\frac  {l^{2}}{\mu m^{2}}}{\frac  {1}{{\sqrt  {1-\epsilon ^{2}}}}}.
\epsilon ={\frac  {{\sqrt  {a^{2}-b^{2}}}}{a}}
Given the results for r_{p} and r_{a} above,
l^{2}=2\mu m^{2}{\frac  {r_{p}r_{a}}{r_{p}+r_{a}}} and
\epsilon ={\frac  {r_{a}-r_{p}}{r_{p}+r_{a}}} thus
r(\phi )=2{\frac  {r_{p}r_{a}}{r_{p}+r_{a}+(r_{a}-r_{p})cos\phi }}
The velocity for an object in elliptical orbit about a much larger object is
v={\sqrt  {\mu ({\frac  {2}{r}}-{\frac  {1}{a}})}}={\sqrt  {\mu {\frac  {r_{p}^{2}+r_{a}^{2}+(r_{a}^{2}-r_{p}^{2})cos\phi }{r_{p}r_{a}(r_{p}+r_{a})}}}}={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{p}+r_{a}-r}{r(r_{p}+r_{a})}}}}.
The energy for an object in orbit is
E={\frac  {\mu ^{2}m^{3}}{2l^{2}}}(\epsilon ^{2}-1)={\frac  {\mu m(r_{p}+r_{a})}{4r_{p}r_{a}}}(\epsilon ^{2}-1)=-{\frac  {\mu m}{r_{p}+r_{a}}}.
One should note that for bounded orbits, the energy is negative and for escape orbits, energy is non-negative.
The orbital period is
\tau ={\sqrt  {{\frac  {4\pi ^{2}}{\mu }}a^{3}}}={\sqrt  {{\frac  {\pi ^{2}(r_{p}+r_{a})^{3}}{2\mu }}}}.
Let r_{{c,1}} and r_{{o,1}} be the two apsides of a given orbit and let a craft execute a burn imparting a specific \Delta v all at the single point in time the craft is at r_{{c,1}}. For this problem \Delta v can be either positive or negative. If it is positive then the thrust is to speed up the craft but if it is negative the ture delta v is the oppositie of that in the problem but the thrust is to slow down the craft. This problem assumes that the thust is in the same or opposite direction of travel and is not enough to reverse the craft. The new orbit will have apsides of r_{{c,2}} and r_{{o,2}} with r_{{c,2}}=r_{{c,1}}.
The speed of the craft before the burn is
v_{1}={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}}-r_{{c,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}})}}}}={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{o,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}})}}}}.
The speed of the craft after the burn is
v_{2}=v_{1}+\Delta v={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{c,2}}+r_{{o,2}}-r_{{c,2}}}{r_{{c,2}}(r_{{c,2}}+r_{{c,2}})}}}}={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{o,2}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,2}})}}}}={\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{o,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}})}}}}+\Delta v
which yields
\Delta v={\sqrt  {{\frac  {2\mu }{r_{{c,1}}}}}}({\sqrt  {{\frac  {r_{{o,2}}}{r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,2}}}}}}-{\sqrt  {{\frac  {r_{{o,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}}}}}})
and
r_{{o,2}}=r_{{c,1}}{\frac  {r_{{c,1}}({\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{o,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}})}}}}+\Delta v)^{2}}{2\mu -r_{{c,1}}({\sqrt  {2\mu {\frac  {r_{{o,1}}}{r_{{c,1}}(r_{{c,1}}+r_{{o,1}})}}}}+\Delta v)^{2}}}=r_{{c,1}}{\frac  {r_{{c,1}}v_{2}^{2}}{2\mu -r_{{c,1}}v_{2}^{2}}}

 Well, still thinking that game give you nothing?
Think again

Well, i want to go now
continue build some rocket
Bye!
xoxo (well, is there anyone know why "xoxo" means hug and kiss?)

Ps. Again, Ied Mubarak All!

headache

Ok, i've got some headache now
For an unknown reason
I hope, my three imaginary friends are here now
And, i'm hoping for Froze and Robo too

Cut this
I've just found something on my facebook wall
A children, that psychologically immature
Already have a girlfriend
*crying internally
And, one of his friend, swear at me (with pejorative meaning) when i post some sarcastic meme
I....
I feel, so weird right now
I live in the middle of the gap between the 20th century generation, and the 21st generation
A gap, where i can play gameboy on a roadside rental, while holding an android smartphone
Where i can play gobak sodor, when hearing some dubstep (i'm not a bad guy just because i hear some dubstep right?)

Well, lets talk bout something else
Well, i've just re-read my project surabaya first draft
And, crap, its the worst

Well, i know, first draft always the worst...

Hmm, is there anything else to talk?
No?
Ok, it's time for me to go!
LOL (acronym for Lots Of Love)
Bye!
xoxo

Ps. This is the last day of ramadhan, tomorow is ied fitri, and i will post intensely tomorow!

Rabu, 15 Juli 2015

darn it

Darn, a slang term people used to say damn
Some says its more polite
But, crap that
I just want to fill this blog with a post

Umm, sorry, i'm a little bit tantrum there...
I...

Oh, fak this
My mom told me to sleep again
This is the reason why i cant post yesterday
Well, my mom prevent me to do my hobby, even if its the positive one, better than smoking weed or dringking some beer

Bye dude
Hope frost beside me
xoxo

Selasa, 14 Juli 2015

no goddamn idea

Ok, i have no goddamn idea now
With a mom who preventing me to stay awake...
Well, there will be a guest coming at 11
And i know, if i sleep now, i will miss it...
That was a goddamn preschool logic

Ok, stop using goddamn now
I still have no idea, and its 14 july

Oh darn it, i want to talk with someone
But, there is no one geeky enough to talk with me now...
How about my imaginary friend?
Ok, even if i have an imaginary friends, i still cant talk with em'
I mean, c'mon, even the dumbest guy on earth know that talking with air is insane

Ok, this post is swearing overload
I need to go cake
I hope frost is here now
xoxo

Senin, 13 Juli 2015

Always in the wrong time

Ok mate, now, i want to tell you something that happen last night
I've just discovered something, really nice, and not nice

Last night, i've just continue to write some crime story, in indonesian
And, for an unknown reason, i can't stop till i really tired
Ok, that is the nice one, and the other is, not the nice one
That, i forget how to write with 3rd person POV
Really, it feels like write something, that not flowing
I mean, a story is meant to be flowing
Ok, my story is still moving forward, but, it feels like lag, i mean, you just jump from a part to another
And, when i changed it with 1st person POV, my story flow freely
Ok, that is happen, because i wrote this blog with 1st person POV

Let's change topic
I can write a lot of things last night, it feels like, there is a lot of idea, waiting to be writed in my mind
Sometimes its happen, oh, its actually, always happen
And, its routine, always happen everyday, almost in the same time
And the time is...
Midnight...
Well, that is why i cant finish my project soon, because, i simply aren't allowed to write at night
And, yeah, my idea always flow freely when there is no adult around me
Inspiration always come to me when im tired, and want to sleep
And, idea almost always come in the wrong time

Well, i'm tired now
Need to sleep mate
xoxo

Minggu, 12 Juli 2015

calming

Morning, my friend, i just wanna tell you
That i almost vomit this morning
Well, i eat too much, a box of rice, chicken, egg, and else at 1 am, continue with batagor, and another box of rice at 3 am
But, that's not the point i want to tell you this morning

That, i feel calmed
By the environment, by the small cluster of cloud that pass me with a high speed, with a red magenta gradation that come from the east, the nature ambience, and else, this post is not enough for me to describe it all

I look at the sky, and the only thing i can see, is color gradation between pale blue and light grey, with some dark grey cloud hanging above me
I bet, this cloud contain ash, and material from raung eruption

Umm, maybe, it's time to go mate
For the first time, i'm gonna close a post on this blog with a quote

A fake person, have an image to maintain
A real person, just don't care
-i really dont know who said it

Ciao!
xoxo

when people think you are going to itikaf, but you are actually update your blog

Well, until now, this is the longest post title i've made
Now here, mean 12 july 2k15
Well, the title fit me well now

What can i say, i've done some shit today
Read quran and else
But, it's ok right, to keep updating this blog?

Well, i've just realized something
That, i'm turning into a different person now
I mean, that 3 imaginary friends i told you earlier
Really influencing me now

FR, she's help me to get rid of my writer block
XX, make me want to learn about a lot o' things
And SP, she's making me think about many things
And i'm turning into em'
Wait, into em' didn't mean i'm turning into a girl
I mean, if you combine them, turning them into a boy
And, that's me...

Well, i've just thinking, a cup of coffe would be great to accompany me now
Well, thanks to the environment around me
Sounds of a couple o' person reading quran, sounda of ceiling fan, warm yellow lamp, and cold weather
Give me some coffe, a laptop, and a friend to talk with, and i can write a whole "founded" chapter of my project,called as "Founded, Hurted, Rescued" (call it FHR)

Well, i'm a little bit tired you know
I almost sync my sleeping schedule, and, i can sleep at 1 am now
And it's 1.14 am

Let me tell you bout' something else
FYI, i almost turn this blog into an indonesian language blog, a few days ago
But, i cancel that post, and keep it english
Mmm, you know, i have a different source of inspiration
The one, that give me some inspiration in english, always flow freely
And the other source, that give me idea in bahasa
Cant flow freely, for an unknown reason

Well, it's getting a little bit darker now
Well, it was time for night pray, and they turned off the lamp in the mid room
But, not in the left and right wing
Well, why i'm still updating this blog?
I have one important job to do
Keeping my stuff safe

Well, let's talk bout something else...
Hmm...
The question is, what?
I have nothing to...
Wait, there's something happen
There's a mom around me
Do something with her phone, i dont know what, but i think, she's opening her social media account
Well, what's the difference with me then?
The difference is, she's a girl, with 3 son and 1 daughter, her daughter are crying, and he still hold her phone, like there's nothing happen
A bad kind of parent right?

Well, let's talk bout' something else
Well, i'm tired...
That's it, and...
Bye!
xoxo

Sabtu, 11 Juli 2015

when the last time i post something?

Well, the answer of that question is
A few days ago...
But, it feels weird that i abandon this blog for a couple of days

Ok, i will tell you something
I've just get rid of my writer block! \^v^/
Well, a few post ago, when i post about being too tired
I start my project again, and now, using 3rd person POV
Well, i'm a little bit stuck again, i don't know what the main character name i shall give
And....
Well...

I'm a little bit bored right now
And i'm gonna tell you something

Remember about my imaginary friend?, FR?
Just like what i tell you in the earlier post
She's just an interpretation of my character
What if i tell you, i still have XX and SP beside me
And, yeah, three imaginary friends
And, all of em' are a girl
Ok, i will describe em' for you
Start with FR, she's an interpretation for creativity, freedom, social responsibility and nature
XX, interpretation of logic, science, and knowledge
Last, it's SP, interpretation of Revolution, open minded, and difference

Ok, maybe, i'm done with this
I need to go, this phone is getting overheated
Ciao!
xoxo

Jumat, 10 Juli 2015

give up (help me!)

Ok, it's been 13 and half hour i didn't sleep to synchronize my sleeping schedule with my routine schedule...
Maybe, i just gonna sleep for a couple o' hour, and wake to update this blog again, and play some game

Wait, i remember, this kind of moment, ever happen to me before, i didn't sleep, for more than 24 hour!
Well, that moment, i slept until 1 pm, and stay awake till' 3 pm tomorow, it's 25 hour
How can i stay so long?
School, and shit....
I almost sleep at school that day

Well, cut this crap...
I need your help
I'm trying to work on my new project, and i need a name
Yep, a name for the main character
Well, she's (yep, a girl), a detective, metropolitan women, worker, born in a police family
And, local, i mean, she's insider, not a foreigner
Maybe you can give me some advice?
Contact me if you have any!

Well, i'm tired, and need some rest
Bye
xoxo

came out of nowhere

Ok, i tell you something
That, i've got an idea now! XD
You know, it just came out of nowhere
And, i feel inspired now...

Wait, who feel inspired at 3.17 dawn?
Well, what if i tell you, idea, came everytime
Maybe, we've just miss it whe it comes

Ehm, ok, i just wanna tell you something
Well, i actually want to post some satire shit here
Some sarcasm article
But, you know, it's a heavy shitload
I didn't think, this blog can accept something that heavy
Let's make some analogy now
This blog is a glass, i usually fill it with water, sometimes juice or milk
And, one day, i fill it with a barrel of gasoline, add a kilo's of RDX, and burn it
So, that glass will break (Even before i burn it)

Well, i will try to calibrate my sleeping time today
Syncrhonize it with my routine sleeping schedule
So, i will wake up at 6 o'clock everyday
I will tell you the method
First, i need to tell you, that i still didn't sleep yet since 7pm yesterday
In number, it's already 9 hour
I need to reach 24 hour, to sleep
The logic is, when you stay awake for 24 hour, with a small amount of rest in the middle, you will sleep everytime you rest, anything happen
I will try this method, it's though, but i'll try it
Because, my laptop and PC always accompany me

Well, i need to tell you something
Since 4th July, a few days ago
Every post in this blog, is considered as a part of my daily writing challange
What i must do, with that challange?
The answer is simple, i must write at least one thing everyday, an essay, opinion, poem, fiction work, even a diary like this
Indonesian, english, javanese, or even russian cyrillyc
All kind of that shit, is acceptable

Well, it's been a long time, i didn't tell you anything about FR
Well, it's been a long time too, i didn't hear anything from her
And, again, i told you that FR is an imaginary friends
She's only an interpretation of my mind, usually when i write about frienship or love, well, sometimes she's come whenever she want to come

Well, i'm trying to dug my mind again, to tell you whatever i want to tell you

And, i've found something great right now
I'm still fell...
How to express that feeling?
Uh, let me express it with whatever word i can pick
Weird
I feel weird, because, this blog, is turning into an english language blog
I mean, a blog that use english i every post
Well, i dont have any problem with that
But, how about you?
I mean, i have a couple o' friends who understand english
Some of em' can speak english influently
But, how about the rest?
My friend, who understand english (i mean, really understand it), just like what i said, not too many
And the rest of it
Uh, i dont know about them...

Well, maybe it's time to go
Bye!
xoxo

silently, thinking

Ok, i want to tell you about a couple o' things
Sorry, did i say a couple?
It's actually, more than a couple o' things

First, i want to confess something...
That, i fall in love right now
With who?
Let the time answer...

Second, i'm bored as f*ck right now...
You know, the feeling when you haven't meet your friend for a long time
Yep, that feeling fit me right now

Third, well, i've just try to install steam again on my laptop, and it works! \^v^/

Fourth, emm, maybe the last, because my mom told me to sleep
Well, i'm a little bit confused, why this blog, turned into an english language blog
Well, i'll tell you about it later

Need to go!
Au revoir !
xoxo

Rabu, 08 Juli 2015

i'm bored as hell

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Cut this crap immideately
I'm bored right now
I'm waiting for....

Dadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadada

And still didn't come

I'm bored as hell
Maybe look like a drunken man
But, a combination between love and boredom
Is messy

Trapped, in a sinkhole full of love, and boredomness
Make me stressed out
I'll sleep earlier now, think about that love, and forget about boredomness

Bye...
xoxo

hoping too much

Well, a few month ago, i talk with one of my friend
I forgot, what are we talking about, actually
But, i remember, i said
"Remember, don't hope too much, or you will lost so much"
And, she said (yeah, she's a girl)
"Yep, that's right"

And i'm trapped in that phase of life
Where you hope too much...
Well, maybe, it's because i'm bored
Or, because i'm hungry

Well, whatever the reason is, i'm hoping for many things now
Inspiration and idea, friends that geeky enough to talk with me, a book, gaming laptop, and a girlfriend...

Well, let's cross the border, let's get out from the topic

Well, what shall i do now?
It's 4.55 in the morning, it's too late to eat something, and too early to do everyday shit
So, i'm trapped in a gap between dawn, and day

What shall i do?
If you have any advice for me, give it straight to me...

Well, let's get back to the topic
So, is hope for something is bad?
No, it's not bad, just, dont hope for something too much
For you, who still hope too much, i have some advice for you
Hope, then act
Simple right?
Sound's simple, how about do it?
That's the hardest part

Well, i'll stop this post here, gonna take a bath ASAP
And, bye!
xoxo

Selasa, 07 Juli 2015

frightened

Ok, i'm starting this post at 21.13, and i'm a little bit frightened...

Ok, the question is, why?
Why am i frightened?

Well, it's a long story, started at 5 july, a few hour before the dawn
When i talk about ghost sighting with my friend, in the school
We talk for a couple o' hour, with one of my friend, record our chat with a camera
We talk about a lot o' things, started from urban legend, paranormal phenomenon, and, our own ghost sighting...

And, the last part, make me feel scared, especially wheni tell my friend, about my own experience, my own experience that happen a few meter from where i write this...

Ok, i'm not too scared, a few hour earlier, but...
This anxious feeling come when i read about dyatlov pass incident, where a group of hiker, died for a mysterious reason in kholat syakhl, they have a very weird scar, one of them lost her tongue, eyes, and lips, two if em' only wear their underwear, and another two of em' has a radioactive trace on their clothes

And, i search more about unexplained death happen around the world
And, i read all of em'

And, oh, lucky me, i'm not freightened anymore now
And now, i'm gomna spend my time, waiting for the one, who still didn't come up...

Well, byr my friend!
xoxo

boredom

Boredom, define as a state of bored feeling
A condition, where you feel so bored

Yap, that's my condition right now, boredom

Well, just like what i said a couple post ago
I can't relieve my boredom, i can't cure it...

Umm, boredom, combined with tired feeling, make me feel useless, can't do anything
Maybe, a couple hour later, my tired-boredomness will be combined with thirst and hunger

Well, let's cut that crap
Talk about something else

Ok, have you seen something different with this blog lately?
Well, you can't miss that difference, because you're reading it now
Yep, i'm using to much english in the latest post
This post, and a post before this post
Two post before this?, i'm using a lot of english...

What actually happen?
Why am i write a lot of english lately?

I tell you something...
I feel atracted with chromosome XX now....
What does it mean?
If you don't know what it means, you are not geeky enough...

I really....
Feel something weird now...

And, sahur time is about to end
I need some drink, and sleep
Bye ^-^

Senin, 06 Juli 2015

Different

Different
What it means to be different?
I mean, c'mon, it's ok to be a different kind of person

But, a lot of people think, being different, is just like being an abnormal person
Well, that was a kind of shitty stereotype
But, that's what people think

Ok, i'll tell you something
Everyone is literally different from each other
Literally...

Yep, everyone is different, nobody in this world, ever created to be same with other person
The one who make us same, is the society standard
A standard that made by the society we lived in

And, if everyone is literally different, and abnormal for each other
Who's the one, who actually normal?
This question is weird, but i know the answer

Everyone is normal, depend on their standard...
Or i can said, society standard

Well, if there's someone is below the society standard, people always said that he's different, abnormal, and other shit like this
Let's see it, from other perspective, from the 'abnormal' perspective, they see us, as a different person too, as an abnormal society

So, what is normality?
Well, let's count that as 'undescribeable'
Because, normality for every person has a different standard

Let's just live with that 'abnormal' person
Living life in peace...
Because, in other perspective, we are abnormal too

Bye!
xoxo

Another boring day coming

Ok, i just want to tell you all
That, for a couple o' week later, i'll be free again from school, daily routine, and other shit like that
But, i'll be bored as hell at house

Mm, ok, i can play some game at my house, but, i'll be bored too
And, how about watching some movie?
Well, i simply can't focusing myself to the movie without snack or drink (it's ramadhan), and i'll end up in a sinkhole full with boring shit
Write?, that's one of my hobbies right?
Same, i can't make myself focus at writing shit when i'm hungry or thirsty

Ok, i need some advice now, i need something that can cure my bored feeling

And, i'm a little bit bored right now
With nobody geeky enough to talk about writing shit, or dump of social psychology science
Or just a little chit chat

And, i need to go
Bye...

Minggu, 05 Juli 2015

It's me

Ok, aku sebenernya ada waktbbuat post tadi sore, tapi aku sengaja gak post apapun
Karena aku ngantuk :v
Ya, ini karena post kemarin, yang aku ceritain tentang ngedit foto temen, itu aku kerjain terus sampe pagi

Ok, i'm a computer geek then, aku kerjain terus dari jam 10 malem sampe sahur

Tapi, apa yang kulakukan antara postingan terakhir sampe jam 10 (postingan terakhir kira-kira jam 6 sore)
Aku, mulai dari jam 6, aku buka puasa, nunggu sebentar sampai isya' terus dilanjutin tarawih (oke, ini adalah sebuah keniscayaan)
Dan, setelah tarawih, aku mulai keliling daerah sekolah, ke rumah guru yang ada di deket sekolah (numpang nonton tv, ada sepak bola :v)
Dan, ngobrol...

Ok, aku tiap hari memang ngobrol
Tapi, ada satu hal yang membekas di pikiranku soal obrolan itu
Membekas, sebuah bekas dipikiranku, yang bertuliskan...
"I'm a nerd"

Hahaha, ya, i'm a totally nerd
Over-literated person :v

Yup, aku tahu itu tadi malam, waktu aku ngobrol sama seorang cewek (kapan-kapan kalo aku mau, aku coba ceritain)di dalam mobil (aku gak mesum loh :v)
Dan, ngobrol tentang banyak hal
Usually, it's social psychology shit...

Well, mana ada sih anak smp yang ngobrol soal sigmund freud, ideologi, dan lainnya, sama orang yang jenjang sekolahnya lebih tinggi?
Pake bahasa inggris lagi (70-80% kalo gak salah)

Oke, aku ingat dia bilang, membaca tidak seburuk itu
Memang, i don't have any problem with being a nerd
But....
Artinya, di sekolahku, aku harus berjalan sendiri
Because, i'm almost totally different...
I think, it's better than being an illiterate person
Who almost never read or write anything
And, there's a correlation between literacy rate and crime (2/3 of student who cannot read proficiently till' the end of 4th grade, are ended up in jail or welfare)

And, again, read and write, is not as bad as people think, really, it's actually addictive!
And i can't stop....

Well, i need to go now
It's already late night, 23.53
And, i need some sleep (i'm not sleeping yesterday right?)

Bye!
And remember my advice, read and write!
xoxo

Suasana pagi

Aku ada di sekolah ini, di pagi hari
Dan, masih banyak yang tidur :v

Oke, aku tadi malam baru nginep di sekolah dan, aku gak bisa tidur...
aku ceritain aja dari awal, sebelum sekarang masuk, waktu liburan, waktu tidurku itu berubah
padahal biasanya jam 9-12 aku udah mulai tidur, dan jam 5-7 pagi, aku udah mulai bangun
sekarang, tidurku mulai jam 6 pagi, sampe jam 12 siang :v
Oke, waktu tidurku tetap mengikuti saran tidur optimal, walaupun jamnya berubah

Dan, sinkronisasi waktu tidurku, sulit dilakukan :v

Oke, tadi malam aku masih ngedit foto temenku, sampe pagi aku sahur, terus akhirnya, sampe di jam ini

Oke, aku mungkin akan sesegara mungkin posting tentang hal yang aku sukai tadi malam :v

Bye guys!
xoxo

Sabtu, 04 Juli 2015

Memilih menyendiri

Aku ada di sini sekarang, di sekolahku, di sebuah kelas sepi di pojok sekolah
Hmm, tunggu dulu, ngapain aku malem-malem ke sekolah?
Kebetulan di sekolah ada buka bersama, dan kegiatan darul arqom (aku lebih suka nyebut 'nginep di sekolah')
Dan, aku memilih kelas ini karena, tempat ini sepi, cocok untuk mencari ide dan inspirasi, brainstorming

Oke, tempat ini memang sepi, di kelasku ini sekarang cuma ada 3 orang, aku, dan 2 temanku
kebetulan aku nulis ini pake laptop salah satu temenku, yang minta fotonya diedit pake photoshop
Dan, aku sekalian aja minta ijin sama dia buat ngeblog

Oke, sekarang di kelas ini, cahayanya remang-remang, memang di kelas ini ada lampu putih, tapi tinggal satu (aslinya ada 4) dan sudah cukup tua, jadi udah mulai redup

Aku ada di sini sekarang, memandangi yang ada di luar
dan saat aku mulai nulis ini, 2 temanku yang tadi ada di kelas sudah keluar, mungkin untuk ngambil makanan lagi dari meja buffet, atau ngambil snack dan minuman

Well, suasananya cukup aneh, ada musik dari luar (untuk menghibur tamu), dan ada juga suara-suara orang ngobrol
di sebelahku cuma ada sepiring nasi goreng, ayam, dan semangkuk mie pangsit
dan sebuah laptop gaming toshiba qosmio punya temen

Oke, nginep di sekolah bawa laptop, itu aneh
tapi dua anak yang bawa laptop itu emang boleh, karena mereka berdua sudah nggak sekolah di sini, sudah lulus, salah satu dari beberapa anak yang kuceritakan di postinganku yang berjudul generasi yang biasa saja (bulan lalu)

Oke, di lantai bawah (aku ada di lantai 2)
ada suara temen-temenku yang lagi maen petak umpet :v
ok, anak smp main petak umpet sekarang terkesan aneh, dan anak-anak itu maen petak umpet sekarang, daripada di atas gak ngapa-ngapain, aku diatas ya, karena aku lagi ngedit foto temen, dan sekarang pemilik laptop disebelahku udah dateng :v

Oke, aku harus pergi
xoxo

Jumat, 03 Juli 2015

Perubahan (pengalaman singkat hari ini)

Oke, aku ceritain aja apa yang barusan terjadi hari ini
Jadi hari ini kan, aku ada jadwal buka bersama di rumah salah satu temen, bareng orang tua, guru, dan murid yang lain.
Untuk rencana awal sih sebenernya kau bakal dititipin di rumah salah satu temen yang lain, tapi karena ada temen yang mau ke rumah si tuan rumah buka bersama, ya aku ikut aja,  mumpung aku belum pernah kesini (Aku sekarang ada di rumah tempat buka bersama), dan katanya Wi-Fi nya cepet :v
Oke, sekarang aku ada di tempat ini sama beberapa temen yang lain, yang kebetulan memutuskan untuk dateng duluan, aku minjem helm dari temenku yang aslinya aku mau datengin duluan

Aku aman-aman aja disini, sampai tiba-tiba ibuku kirim pesan ke aku lewat facebook
*jeng-jeng

Oke, ibuku bilang kalo aku dijemput di sekolah (nah loh), terus aku dibilangin ngapain ke sini duluan, padahal aslinya aku disuruh dateng ke tempat yang pertama
Ya aku bilang aja kalo aku sekalian aja kesini, tapi nanti malem tetep dijemput di rumah temen yang pertama
Dan, akhirnya ibuku minta nomor telpon si pemilik rumah tempat buka bersama :v :v
Oke, sekarang aku aman aja disini, dengan Wi-fi yang cukup cepet :v

Oke, a small dosage of shitty experience story will make me relaxed a little bit
And, i gotta go now
xoxo :)

early morning cloud

Yep, just like the title...
I start to write this post at 3:49, early morning
And, it's cloudy outside
A cloudy early morning

Ok, i just wanna tell you something
Well, i already tell you this
But, let me tell you again

Remember in the couple post ago, i told you about probability daydream?
I feel it again...

Yep, thinking about many probabilities that will happen in our life
So many probabilities...

About, how my life gonna be, if i were...
Many thing's, i think about many thing's

And in one of many probabilities, i talk with my imaginary friend, a.k.a FR
She hold her cup of cappucino, staring at the sunset, sit beside me, in a cliff, in a sea shore
(I dont know where she can get a cup of cappucino in a cliff)
And she said "thank you for this experience..."

Kamis, 02 Juli 2015

Pengakuan Besar

Hohoho
I'm back with another load o' useless post
Dan kali ini aku bakal ngelakuin hal keren
Mengaku...

Hmm, mengaku itu sulit bro, sulit....
Dan aku akan melakukannya sekarang
Dan akan dimulai dengan pengakuan tentang
FR

K, aku udah nulis tentang dia sejak lama, oke i'll tell everything about it

She's a girl (yeah, why i say she then?)
She's smart
She's mysterious
And she's imaginary...

Imaginary?, imaginer?
He'em, dia sepenuhnya palsu, imaginer

Well, aku mulai memikirkan tentang teman imajiner sejak....
Kalau gak salah sih, sejak MH18 juara 2 di acara kreatif selamanya
Sejak itu, aku mulai nulis lebih intens

Tunggu, terus FR itu akronim dari apa?
Jujur, gak ada...
Heeh, gak ada kepanjangannya
Inisialnya begitu karena
FR itu dua huruf pertama yang lewat di pikiranku waktu itu

Ok, i already tell you ma secret :v
Gotta go
xoxo :v

Kelam

Pagi ini, cukup kelam, baik cuacanya ataupin suasananya
Kelam cuacanya, karena pagi ini saja aku tidak bisa memandang ke langit
Kelam suasananya, karena....
Aku males :v

Oke, judul sama isi postingan ini bakal bernasib sama seperti beberapa postingan sebelumnya, gak nyambung, melenceng jauh
Udah, soal judul dan postingan gak usah dibicarain lagi, yang pasti sekarang, aku bakal cerita sesuatu

Jadi, sejak aku mulai rutin ngeblog ini, tulisan-tulisanku pada mangkrak semua
Iya, aku masih ngerjain, kadang-kadang
Dan sekalinya aku mulai ngerjain lagi, gaya penulisannya udah berubah :v
Jadi mirip postingan terakhir yang baru dibuat

Ya, kalo postingannya bergaya sastra, puitis gitu gak apa
Nah ini postingan bahasanya acakadul begini masak mau jadi karya tulis :v

Cerita lagi aja, menyambung postingan di awal bulan puasa
Di tengah bulan ramadhan ini, suasana desa waktu sahur masih kerasa banget
Jadi memikirkan lagi, tentang probabilitas yang aku post di beberapa postingan sebelumnya
Dan FR juga, dia ada di semua pikiranku, hampir semuanya

Oke, mungkin sekarang saatnya istirahat lagi
Karena nanti masih sekolah
Aku akan membiarkan diriku tidur di suasana seperti ini, suasana desa, yang kelam
Eh, kok denger tentang desa yang kelam, kok aku jadi pingin nulis novel misteri ya?
Nanti aja deh di sekolah biar kukerjain, sekalian ngobrol ama temen, nyari inspirasi...
Bye...

Rabu, 01 Juli 2015

Respon

Huh, mungkin aku masih harus menunggu lebih lama lagi, entah sampai kapan
Sejak kontak pertama, sampai sekarang, belum ada respon sama sekali
Mungkin aku masih harus menunggu lebih lama lagi, sampai waktu yang belum bisa ditentukan

Soal apa kira-kira cerita diatas?
Pengalaman pribadi kah?
Atau cerita dari orang lain?
Huh, bukan, ini karanganku aja :v *dem

Oke, aku ceritain aja tentang apa yang terjadi hari ini
Hari pertama dimana rutinitas terjadi kembali
Dimana, hari ini, hari pertama sekolah...

Hmm, aku mencatatkan diri sebagai salah satu anak paling rajin :v
Karena waktu yang lain belum dateng, aku udah dateng duluan, bareng 3 orang lainnya, gurunys pun pada pemalas, belum ada yang dateng

Well, waktu belakangan ini berjalan cukup lambat, mungkin karena bosan
Oke, sekarang tiba-tiba aku ngerasa hal aneh
Lebih tepat kalu dibilang mikirin sesuatu
Lebih pas lagi kalau dibilang, mikirin banyak hal

Kembali ke beberapa postingan sebelumnya
Ada kata-kata yang terpikirkan olehku barusan..
Why am i so stupid in the past?
Dank, i so stupid in the past!


Mungkin aku akan post lagi besok pagi, biarkan post ino menggantung dulu

Bye...

kembali, ke rutinitas

Awal aku nulis ini, jam 4 lebih 30 menit, beberapa saat habis sholat subuh.

Hari ini, hari rabu, tanggal 1 juli 2k15, tepat satu hari setelah leap second
Dan tepat pada hari ini, aku mulai masuk sekolah lagi....

Yap, tepat seperti judul postingan ini, kembali ke rutinitas...
Yap, rutinitas, hal yang disebut-sebut sebagai penyebab stress itu, mendatangiku

Well, aku masih bisa bertahan dari serangan rutinitas selama ini
Aku masih tetap waras :v
Nggak seberapa stress (kata seberapa disini, berarti ada beberapa bagian lain yang masih terpapar stress)

Oke, aku bener butuh waktu lama untuk nulis ini, karena kulakukan sambil ngelakuin yang lain
Aku nulis bagian ini aja udah jam 5

Oke, mungkin aku akan berangkat sekolah awal, sekitar jam 06:30
Mau liat aja, ada apa disana sekarang
Walaupun beberapa hari yang lalu, aku sempet kesana ama seorang teman
Aku juga pengen memulai lebih awal, karena jadwal hidupku belakangan ini jadi amburadul
Malah kadang-kadang, aku tidur jam 6, bangun jam 3 sore

Oke, ini awal yang buruk, karena sekarang aku udah mulai ngantuk lagi, mungkin cuci muka pake air dingin cukup berguna

Hmm, ini hari rabu...
Dan aku sudah nggak ada ide lagi buat nulis
Byee!

Leap second

Oke, baru aja beberapa menit yang lalu, dimulai dari aku mulai nulis ini, leap second terjadi

The scientist try to sync the earth time with cesium clock time
Gak tau maksudnya?
That's why they create google :v

Oke, bahasan kita malem (atau pagi?) ini bukan leap second
Karena aku masih belum banyak tau soal itu

Oke, bahasan sekarang adalah, nanti masuk sekolah :v
Kembali ke rutinitas normal
And that things stresses people up :v

Ok, im done
I have no more idea :v
Bye!

Selasa, 30 Juni 2015

hambatan

Oke, gini, aku selama jadi blogger ini, terkesan aman-aman aja
Damai dan sejahtera

Tapi semua itu salah
Dan aku akan menghapus stigma itu sekarang, dengan memaparkan hambatan apa saja yang terjadi pada diriku selama ngeblog

1. Internet ancur
Oke, ini masalah normal, biasa terjadi, karena hampir setiap orang pernah mengalami yang satu ini

2. Ga ada internet
Oke, yang ini beneran terjadi, bahwa selama ini dirumahku masih belum ada sambungan internet yang bisa dipake semua orang, ini aja aku pake HP ibuku
Jadi sekalinya ada laptop di rumah, tetep gak ada internet

3. Improper device
Apa maksudnya?
Maksudnya itu, aku sebenernya gak punya hape yang bisa buat ngeblog, sekalinya ada hp yang ada internetnya, mau login ke blogger aja langsung error :v

4. Parents and time
Kenapa aku gabungin?
Karena yang mengatur waktu di rumah itu ortu, dan kebetulan ini hp ortu juga :v

5. Dll.
Apa ini?
Gak usah tanya deh :v

Udah, itu aja ya
Bye!!

Further vision

Aku masih bisa melihat kedepan, menembus lapisan demi lapisan waktu, memandangi masa depan, dan segala yang ada di dalamnya...

Oke, tulisan di atas terdengar aneh
Seem's like a poem
Apapun itu, menggambarkan perasaanku sekarang

Eh, tumben ngomongin perasaan
Emm, karena ini blog yang isinya diary, aku tulis aja deh

Ok, aku mulai merasa aneh sahur ini, mungkin karena efek dari sahur 2 kali (jam 1 sama jam 3 makan)
Atau efek dari kekayaan yang mulai mendatangiku (?)

Aku mulai memikirkan apa yang mungkin terjadi di masa depan
Teori probabilitas berjalan disini
Dimana semua kemungkinan bisa terjadi
Tapi aku cuma ngambil yang positif aja

Ok, impianku dari dulu, kerja di salah satu perusahaan manufaktur penerbangan dan aviasi di amerika serikat
Mimpi yang cukup sulit, mengingat bahwa aku sudah mulai memimpikan itu sejak sebelum TK
Mmm, perjuangannya pasti sulit, but i'll do it

Ok, kadang pikiranku melanglang buana ke saat itu, membentuk sebuah dunia, dimana impianku benar-benar jadi kenyataan
Aku kayak memikirkan hampir segala aspek
Pekerjaan, pendidikan, kehidupan, keluarga...

Yap, semua aspek kehidupan, aku sudah mulai memikirkannya, memikirkan segala probabilitas yang ada

Memang terlihat seperti menoleh kebelakang, namu sebenarnya memandang jauh ke depan
Memandangi jalannya kehidupan, mengarahkannya kepada yang kita inginkan
Walaupun tidak semua seperti harapan, kita semua tahu rencana yang benar ada di tangan tuhan
Kita hanya harus tetap melakukan, dan melakukan
Entah jika itu menyenangkan, atau menyakitkan

Senin, 29 Juni 2015

Today!

Oke, ada beberapa hal yang mau aku ceritain hari ini...
hal yang memang terjadi hari ini...

Pertama, oke, aku sekarang udah mulai ngepost pakai laptop lagi, dan kalian semua pasti nggak percaya seberapa aku cepat sekarang ini :v

Yang kedua, hari ini aku habis ngerjain kerjaan dari ibuku, dan dibayar 30 ribu :3
kerjaannya gampang, translate proposal kurban dari indonesia ke inggris, aslinya cuma dapet 25 ribu, tapi ditambahin nyalin nomer telpon, alamat dan nama orang dari kertas ke hp, banyak jumlahnya :v, ditambahin deh jadi 30 ribu

Yang ketiga, aku gak nulis hari ini :(
Karena aku gak ada ide
Dan emang begitu aku, kalo lagi laper, terutama bulan puasa yang ditambah haus, imajinasiku ilang semua :v

Yang keempat, aku tadi pagi mimpiin FR :3
Aku kan tadi pagi baru tidur jam 5 pagi, tidur sampe jam 12, terus lanjut lagi sampe jam 3 :v
Di antara tidur pertama yang 7 jam itu, aku mimpiin dia :3
entah kenapa, kok pas lagi naik gunung, jadi aku naik kayak dataran, yang rada miring gitu, aku jalan, dia malah lari, keliatan excited gitu, terus dia noleh ke belakang, teriak "Ayo cepetan!" sambil senyum

Oke, it's the last, i have a vision a few last day
that, i'll be rich soon, at least i have a lot o' money, mungkin dari hasil nulis :v
terus aku ngajak FR, dan beberapa temen, untuk pergi jalan2, keliling kafe dan restoran se surabaya (mulainya dari timur) <Yang ini mirip sama tulisan pertamaku :3

Ok, gotta go dude
Bye!

E.N.

Ok, what is EN?
I know you think it's an acronym
No, you're wrong, it's not an acronym at all :v
*troll succes

Ok, i'll tell you
EN is....
Code for english :b
Yeah, universal code for english language, i'm guessing now, what are you thinking about EN

Ok, i give this post name EN, english, because i'm using english in this post :v
*yay

Ok, you may think, i'm using the translator here...
I swear, i'm using no translator here, even spell-check, i just want to proof, that i'm an english speaker :3

Ok, i think, i'm done with this post
Gotta go
Bye!

Ps. I'll post another english post soon, maybe i'll post it frequently

Minggu, 28 Juni 2015

masih belum ada ide...

Oke, aku post ini, cuma mau bilang kalo aku gak ada ide
Hmm, if you want to help me, message me

Oke, aku ceritain aja tentang diriku sendiri, soal bagian lainnya
Oke, bisa dibilang, aku ini orang yang lumayan patuh pada aturan lalu lintas :v
Padahal aku sendiri naik sepeda, tapi kalo lampu merah, berhenti dibelakang stopline
Malah kadang diklakson ama orang naik sepeda motor yang gak taat aturan (sorry kalo nyinggung)

Itu aja deh hari ini!
Bye :v

bosan...

Jujur, aku bosan sekarang...
Entah kenapa, aku terikat sama jadwal, dan aku selalu bosan dengan jadwal...
Oke, lagipula sekarang aku gak punya ide tulisan :v

Oke, mungkin aku akan post dengan proper nanti malam
Bye for now

sisterblog

My SOI is getting bigger! *yay
Emangnya, apa itu SOI?

Well, bagi yang belum tau aja, SOI, itu akronim dari Sphere Of Influence, istilah yang biasa diartikan sebagai lingkungan pengaruh, dimana sebuah negara memiliki pengaruh dominan, baik dalam bidang politik, ekonomi, militer, dan yang lainnya diluar perbatasan negara itu sendiri

Ok, aku nggak punya negara, jadi, yang kumaksud disini adalah, I'm influencing people now...
Aku mempengaruhi orang...

Oke, dijaman sekarang kalo ada yang bilang kata "mempengaruhi orang", konotasinya selalu negatif
But, that's a stereotype, never trust stereotype

Aku mulai cerita aja bahwa beberapa hari lalu, aku sempat ngobrol-ngobrol di facebook sama seorang teman lama yang udah lama gak ngobrol, aku cerita aja bahwa sekarang aku udah mulai nyoba-nyoba untuk nulis, dan ngelanjutin blog
Oke, dia juga lumayan excited, karena kami udah lama gak berinteraksi...
Sampai beberapa hari yang lalu, dia ngasih tau ke aku kalo dia udah bikin blog
Lah, ya kan aku kaget, gak ada ujan, ga ada petir, tiba-tiba aja itu blog mejeng
Yaudah aku cek aja
Dan isinya hampir sama kayak blog ini
Not too important thing's, a lot of diary
But, at least, visit her blog dude!

darwinxstoryline26.blogspot.com

Ok, she's mention my blog too
Well, i think it's enough for now
I need to go now
Bye!

Sabtu, 27 Juni 2015

Blog apa sih ini?

Oke, kita mulai postingan hari ini dengan judul diatas
Postingan hari ini bakal kembali ke pola penulisanku yang biasanya, nggak kayak kemarin
Postingan ini malah lebih mirip FaQ  ( Frequently Asked Question)

Q : Oke, ini blog apa sih sebenernya?
A : Bagi pembaca semua yang masih nggak ngeh sama deskripsi blognya
       Blog ini isinya tulisan-tulisan gila ku, lebih bersifat seperti diary :v

Q : Oke, ngapain aku bikin blog ini?
A : Seperti yang sudah dijelaskan di beberapa postingan sebelumnya,
      blog ini sebenarnya adalah tugas sekolah, terus karena mata pelajarannya udah diapus
      ya diurus sendiri aja

Q : Kenapa nama blognya "Akbar Journal"?
A : Oke, Akbar itu namaku, Journal itu, tau lah
      Sebenernya namanya dulu bukan ini, tapi karena aku ngerasa nama yang lama nggak enak,
      yaudah aku ganti jadi begini

Q : FR itu siapa sih?
A : Oke, aku gak akan kasih tau soal ini, tunggu sampai dia konfirmasi permintaan pertemananku :v

Q : Nggak capek emang, nulis segini banyak, dan ngurus blog?
A : Gak, kalo udah hobi ya nggak

Q : Ini hari apa sih?
A : Sabtu, tanggal 27 juni 2015

Q: Nggak ada pertanyaan lagi nih!
A: Yaudah -_-

Segini dulu aja
Bye!

Jumat, 26 Juni 2015

coffe society

Jalanannya cukup ramai malam ini, bukan karena kendaraan, tapi karena orang-orang
Benar saja, aku baru saja pergi ke sebuah warung bakso setelah berbuka puasa bersama dan sholat maghrib di masjid dekat rumah
Jalan yang kulewati hanya memuat 2 mobil, dengan tekstur paving yang kasar, tipikal jalanan komplek

Apa yang orang-orang itu lakukan, di jalanan komplek pada malam hari?
Yap, bersosialisasi, bertukar ide, dan cerita, dengan segelas kopi di depan mereka
Memang, jalanan ini dipenuhi dengan deretan warung di sisi kiri jalan, mulai dari warung bakso, pecel, gudeg, dan yang tidak pernah absen dari kumpulan warung, warung kopi.

Oke, warung kopi, satu hal yang tidak bisa terlepas dari masyarakat, mulai dari dulu, hingga sekarang
Mulai dari yang ngemper di jalan, sampai yang punya embel-embel 'high class' (kita sebut saja kafe, oke?)

Mulai dari pembicaraan soal batu akik, sampai ide ide revolusi
Semuanya ada di situ
Memang, apapun kita menyebutnya, warung kopi tidak bisa terlepas dari keseharian masyarakat
That's why, this post named 'coffe society'

I think it's enough
Gotta go...
Bye...

5:25

Oke, judul postingan ini sama kayak waktu aku mulai nulis ini.

Jujur, aku ngerasa hari ini nggak ada ide sama sekali
Ya, ide, yang benar benar kubutuhkan
Rasanya aku bisa ndatengin ide dengan secangkir kopi atau segelas jus apel
Tapi, sekarang kan masih puasa? (Bukan masih, ini baru)
Oke, masih nggak ada ide, mungkin main game bisa menyembuhkannya?
Tapi ini masih terlalu pagi -_-
Ngobrol sama temen terdengar keren?
Tapi aku ada di rumah sekarang...
Chatting?
Sudah, sama seorang temen...
Obrolan kami emang asik, tapi nggak ndatengin ide
Kalo soal temen yang ndatengin ide sih...
Yang pertama, lagi offline
Yang kedua, respondless
Yang ketiga....
Oke, yang ketiga ini masalah, permintaan pertemananku masih belum di tanggapi, entah karena sengaja mengabaikan, atau memang belum bisa nerima, tapi kuberitahu aja, yang ketiga itu FR...
Ya, memang masih ada temen lain, tapi ya itu, bukan main source ku

Well, aku memang masih nggak punya ide, tapi aku memutuskan untuk menunda beberapa proyekku, dan numpukin lagi pake yang baru
Judulnya : Tanathos
Ancient greece for 'death'

Hmm, tulisan ini baru selesai jam 5:50
Untuk tulisan pendek, ini cukup lama
Karena aku masih gak punya ide

Gotta go...
Bye...

tidak ada yang terjadi...

Oke, memang gak ada yang terjadi di rumahku belakangan ini...
Kecuali, kemarin lusa ada kebakaran di jemursarike
Kek, waktu itu, aku kebetulan lagi sepedaan, nyari ta'jil, jam 16 lebih
Dan, aku lihat, ada banyak truk damkar lewat, aku bingung, apaan nih
Pas habis beli es legen sama gorengan, aku nyoba dengerin radio
Dan, ada kebakaran deket rumah...

Oke, kita lewati aja bagian itu...
Dan, sampailah kita pada tadi sore
Sore yang tenang di sebuah kafe di daerah jemursari
Sebuah sore, yang penuh dengan imajinasi...
Dengan segelas espresso yang terlalu pahit didepanku
Dan, akhirnya, aku pesen coklat panas, emm, lebih cocok kalo dibilang hangat
Ditambah dengan lampunya, yang juga warm yellow.

Oke, kita lanjutkan aja ke bagian yang disebut sekarang
Sekarang kira-kira udah jam 0:12
Aku disuruh tidur :3
And, i must obey

Bye dud!

Rabu, 24 Juni 2015

Warm yellow

Barusan aku pergi ke masjid deket rumah temen
yang pasti, untuk sholat isya' diikuti dengan sholat tarawih

Entah kenapa, waktu masuk ke masjid itu, aku merasakan hal yang cukup menenangkan
Warna lampunya, warm yellow
warna, yang entah kenapa, bikin tenang dan nyaman...

Well, didukung dengan gaya ceramah imamnya, yang diselingi dengan humor, rasanya enak banget...

emm, gak ada hal lain yang bisa diceritakan
bye dude...

membayangkan....

Kemarin pagi, setelah sahur, aku sempat membayangkan tentang sesuatu, yang sampai sekarang masih membekas di pikiranku...

Oke, cerita awalnya dimulai setelah subuh kemarin, aku sempat posting sekali, terus ngelanjutin buka facebook
Kira-kira jam 5:30 pagi, aku sudah mulai bosen, terus jalan ke kamar, rencananya sih mau tidur, tapi baru bisa tidur jam 6
Nah, di waktu setengah jam itu, pikiranku mulai melanglang buana, entah kemana...

Oke, aku lupa urutan dari pikiranku itu, tapi aku masih mengingat beberapa hal
Salah satu yang kupikirkan adalah, bagaimana kalau hidupku sekarang, kujalani di tempat lain...
Memikirkan segala kemungkinan tempat yang bisa kupikirkan, semua probabilitas.
Aku memikirkan, ada beberapa teman baru disana, yang sepenuhnya tidak kukenal.
Memikirkan bagaimana hidupku kalau dulu, aku nggak mengenal teman-temanku sekarang.
Memikirkan, aku ada di taraf hidup dan strata sosial yang berbeda, entah lebih rendah, atau lebih tinggi
Bahkan, aku sempat memikirkan bahwa aku bukanlah diriku sendiri, melainkan orang lain, mulai dari orang yang aku tau, teman-temanku, dan bahkan perempuan juga (FR included)

Aku, bener-bener gak tau apa maksud dari pikiran itu.
Aku tau, bahwa semua itu, mungkin terjadi, baik di dunia ini, atau di dunia paralel nun jauh disana
Semua itu masih membekas di ingatanku sampai sekarang.
Aku merasa, pikiran itu tiba-tiba saja lewat di depanku.
Aku masih tetap mengingatnya sampai sekarang.
Siang hari di pantai berpasir putih
Berada di restoran dengan beberapa orang teman
Sedang dalam perjalanan
Dan, yang paling kuingat, berjalan-jalan di kota jogja, sambil memandangi matahari sore yang mulai hilang, tertutup rumah warga, dengan FR disebelahku
Dan, aku ingat, saat itu, aku membayangkan diriku mengatakan sesuatu
"Aku masih ada disini, dan tetap ada di sini..."

melihat masa lalu...

Aku...
Emm, baru saja melihat ke masa lalu...
Wait, jangan diartikan secara harfiah :v
Ini bukan berarti aku naek mesin waktu terus pergi ke masa lalu :v
Itu cuma perumpamaan, karena aku baru aja ngecek apa aja yang terjadi pada diriku di masa lalu
Aku lihat, apa yang dulu kulakukan di akun facebook punyaku
Dan, aku merasa, why i'm so stupid, silly, weird, and freak that moment :v

Oke, kita semua pernah kayak gitu...
Waktu dulu, kita pernah melakukan hal-hal tertentu
Terus, seiring kita bertumbuh, dan menoleh ke arah dimana masa lalu berada...

Ya, masa lalu itu memang membangun kita jadi seperti sekarang, tapi, tetap saja kita merasa diri kita aneh dimasa lalu
Dan, mungkin kita semua akan mengeluarkan kata-kata "aku dulu gini ya?", sambil membayangkan masa lalu itu

Udah deh, itu aja
Bye bro...

Selasa, 23 Juni 2015

terbawa suasana...

Oke, pagi ini, di otakku lagi banyak banget ide
Ya, banyak banget, mungkin karena didukung sama suasananya ya?
Oke, aku deskripsikan aja suasananya kayak gimana

Suasananya kayak, ya, bagi yang tahu aja, kayak di desa
Suasananya tenang, gak ada suara kendaraan ngebut di jalan raya depan gang, bahkan gak ada suara pesawat lewat, paling mentok cuma suara motor satpam komplek yang beberapa kali lewat di depan rumah
Masih soal suara, terdengar suara ngaji dari masjid deket rumah, tapi waktu subuh, suaranya pelan, kesannya kayak sayup-sayup terdengar di kejauhan, ditambah suara kipas angin dari rumah ini, kesan desanya bertambah
Udaranya cukup dingin untuk ukuran kota surabaya, ini juga menambah kesan desa, terutama yang di gunung
Dimana masjidnya jauh, harus turun gunung dulu, ngelewatin hutan dan rumah penduduk
Dan kebetulan, aku pernah merasakan yang kayak gini
Rasanya sejuk, tenang, bener-bener cocok untuk brainstorming, nyari ide untuk nulis cerita, dan langsung ditulis
Suasananya cocok
Barusan aja ada suara burung yang terbang deket sini
Terakhir aku denger suara burung itu jam segini dalam jumlah banyak itu, waktu SD
Ah, sudahlah, cerita begini bikin pingin pergi ke pedesaan beneran
Biasanya kalo di desa jam segini, sudah mulai siap-siap ke sawah
Oh, barusan aja aku keinget sama FR, alias si wanita tanpa nama, oke....
Aku bener-bener kebawa suasana sekarang....

Aku harus pergi, menikmati suasana ini, sampai subih datang, karena disitulah, saat suaaana ini berhenti...
Bye my friend...

Senin, 22 Juni 2015

posting lagi...

Oke, sorry kemaren aku gak posting
Bukan karena aku males
Tapi karena tiba-tiba internet abis...

Oke, cerita aja sekarang
Inget beberapa hari yang lalu, aku sempet cerita soal proyek tulisanku
Dan, salah satunya yang tokoh utamanya cewek
Aku udah dapet konsep ceritanya *happy
Tapi aku gak akan cerita sekarang -_-
Nanti bocor...

Oke, aku sekarang bakal posting sebisaku, sesering mungkin
Dan, aku mungkin rabu siang bakal banyak post sesuatu

Stay tune dude
Bye!

Sabtu, 20 Juni 2015

LateNitePost lagi

Ok, mungkin, ini akan terjadi setiap saat
aku akan terus ngepost "Late Nite Post" dan sejenisnya tiap malam
Oke, sekarang, ada yang harus kuceritakan.
tapi. sebenernya sampe sekarang ada yang nyadar gak sih, hampir setiap kalimat atau baris, aku mulai dengan kata "Oke","Well","Dan"
Oke, begitulah gaya penulisanku :v

Jadi, sekarang aku ngerjain terlalu banyak tulisan :'v
Tapi, ya kayak kemarin, aku selalu ngikuti mood, beda mood, beda hasil genrenya :v

Lanjut aja ke cerita selanjutnya...
Gak ada cerita selanjutnya :v

Oke, daripada bingung, kita selesai sampe sini aja
Bye!

3rd sahur post

Cuma memastikan aja bahwa setiap sahur, sebisa mungkin aku akan post
Oke, aku cerita aja soal teen drama yang kemarin malem aku ceritain.
Oke, aku masih belum ada ide tentang keseluruhan plotnya, tapi aku udahdapet visi dan gambaran tentang sifat tokohnya, dan beberapa bagian cerita singkatnya.
Tapi, ada satu masalah, di pikiranku, tokoh utamanya itu, dua-duanya (ya, ada dua) cewek semua :v
Masalahnya, aku belum pernah jadi cewek :v
Jadi, sekarang aku bakal riset, baca banyak buku yang tokoh utamanya cewek

Oke, cerita lain, soal Paradox
Yang kemarin, aku juga udah cerita kan, ada salah satu ceritaku yang judulnya paradox
Oke, aku udah tahu ceritanya, settingnya di masa depan, di goldilock planet yang entah apa namanya
Tentang seseorang yang berusaha menyelamatkan teman-temannya, dan bahkan, peradabannya
Oke, yang ini, full fiction, tanpa riset (kecuali untuk teori science, goldilock planet, dan yang lainnya)
Aku udah tau tentang tokohnya, yang ini, tokohnya cowok :v

Oke, mungkin segini dulu...
Bye for now!

namanya berubah

Ya, ada yang aneh
Nama blog ini berubah
Tapi emang sengaja aku gituin

Oke, aku ceritain aja sekarang
Dulu, blog ini diciptakan untuk tugas sekolah, oke, kita semua tahu itu.
Dulu, blog ini aku kasih nama "my mind", karena nama itu gampang, nggak frontal, dan gak aneh2
Dan waktu itu, blog ini belum ada deskripsinya

Kita lompat beberapa tahun kemudian
Belakangan ini, aku udah mulai ngepost lagi, setelah vakum cukup lama
Aku kasih blog ini deskripsi
" blog yang isinya apapun yang bisa aku tulis saat itu juga" *CMIIW
Oke, setelah sekian post kemudian, aku merasa namanya kok jelek ya
Dan, lagipula, sekarang, blog ini udah bukan tugas sekolah lagi, karena pelajarannya udah dihapus dari kurikulum, jadi aku bebas ngepost sesuka hati :v
Jadi, aku ganti aja namanya, "akbar's journal"
Nama yang cukup bagus, mengingat blog ini isinya mirip kayak diary dan jurnal
Dan, deskripsinya, silahkan baca sendiri

Oke, aku akan terus ngupdate blog ini, dan karena sekarang udah jam 00.20, aku harus pergi
Mungkin, di beberapa post selanjutnya, aku bakal ceritain soal diriku sendiri

Enough for now
Bye!

Jumat, 19 Juni 2015

LateNitePost

Well, ini sudah setengah 12 malem, dan aku ngepost sesuatu yang gak penting :v
Ok, jadi, hari ini (kebetulan ini jum'at), aku....
Nggak ngapa-ngapain juga sih :v
Aku masih berusaha mengoreksi kesalahan di project surabaya
Masih berusaha nge-trace FR
Dan masih nyoba nyelesain tugas sekolah

Entah kenapa, tadi sore aku sempat kepikiran, aku pingin bikin tulisan teen drama gitu :v
Ok, aku bukan tipe pembaca cerita begitu, tapi kalo disuruh bikin ceritanya sih, aku bisa

Emm, padahal tulisanku yang lain, kayak Paradox, 60292, FHR, sama Edward journey belun selesai, tapi aku tumpukin lagi

Oke, aku kalo nulis, apapun moodnya aku bisa, tapi gak bisa satu genre :v
Sumpah, ini aneh banget, jadi, kalo beda mood, genrenya bisa berubah :v

But that's me...
I think, its the time for me to go
Bye!

postingan sahur hari ke dua

Ok, aku kemarin lupa posting waktu buka puasa
Sorry for that....

Dan, jujur, entah sekarang untuk kesekian kalinya, aku ngepost tanpa ide
Tapi seperti kata seorang teman, ide selalu mengalir
Ok, ill think about it

Oh, ya, kemarin aku buka puasa di masjid al akbar
Well, aku gak menceritakan dengan baik, but thats it, the only idea i have

Dan, pagi ini aku sahur pake makanan entah apa itu namanya, kayak nugget, kekyan, sama sayur direbus pake kecap asin :v

Ok, suara-suara masjid dari luar rumah masih kedengeran kayak di desa....

Dan, aku masih merasa kosong.....
Kepikiran soal temen2, project surabaya, dan yang pasti, FR dari Codename tracer

Ok, itu aja ya :b
Bye!

Kamis, 18 Juni 2015

1st sahur post

Oke, at least, aku udah nepatin janji untuk ngepost waktu sahur :v
Oke, sebenernya aku rada males, dan gak ada bahan pagi ini. Aku berusaha belajar soal leidenfrost effect, apa itu?, aku juga masih cari tahu, karena disekolah gak diajarin

Oke, tadi aku lihat, German vs Serb u21 skornya satu sama, gak tau sekarang
Dan karena hari ini gak ada kerjaan, mungkin aku cuma bakal ngelanjutin nulis dan fb-an aja
Sampe sini dulu ya!
Bye!


Ps. Entah kenapa, pagi ini di surabaya, sepi banget, suasananya kayak di desa. Ada suara jangkrik dari belakang rumah. Sesekali, ada suara panci dan piring tetangg. Sayup-sayup terdengar suara ngaji dari masjid di dekat rumah. Aku pingin aja, suasananya selalu kayak gini

Ps lagi. Rasanya, surabaya bakal lebih dingin dari biasanya, kayak kemarin...

Rabu, 17 Juni 2015

#anotherlatenitepost (a minute before entering ramadhan)

Tulisan ini mulai ditulis pukul 23:13
Itu berarti, nggak sampe sejam lagi udah masuk bulan puasa :v
And, melanjutkan postingan sebelumnya (bukan yang tentang popcorn -_-)
Aku sempet cerita soal liburan, dan bulan puasanya kebetulan mepet ama liburan, jadi, bulan puasa bisa dirumah terus!
Bisa ngelanjutin nulis, nonton, sama ngegame

And, i will write again later
Nanti mungkin aku akan ngepost lagi, waktu sahur
(Kalo bisa :v )
Bye!

Ps. A news, hari ini surabaya terasa lebih dingin dari biasanya :v

Selasa, 16 Juni 2015

popping the night

Postingan apa ini?
Jujur, sebenernya malem ini aku nggak ada ide
Jadi, aku kasih tau aja.
Aku malam ini bikin popcorn, populasi jagung gosongnya sedikit
Udah, itu aja

Dis the pic

Gak penting ya?
Yaudah :v